Handwriting analysis

Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didn't actually "see the writing", we can't tell if she actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so... she has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood.

Pam has withdrawn into herself. She is reserved and shows her feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Pam is an introvert. She makes decisions based on logic, therefore she is rarely impulsive. She doesn't find any need for expressing her emotions. In fact, she probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. She has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for her to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Pam; it is difficult for them to really know how Pam feels. Pam enjoys being alone, and probably prefers working alone. Working with her hands is a pleasure.
Pam's basic nature is to look out for herself first. Although she can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, she just almost always harbors them inside.

The first time someone angers Pam, she probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, she will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to her until she cannot hold her emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Pam will cloud up and rain all over them. And she will never regret telling someone off, because she knew what she was saying the entire time. She won't impulsively tell someone off.
Emotional stories will not sway Pam. She thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on her.
Pam needs space and time alone. She will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Pam doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Pam is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Pam can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.
In reference to Pam's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Pam slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Pam can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Pam's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Pam that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Pam also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Pam is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Pam's self-concept is artificially low. Pam will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Pam to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Pam is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Pam is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Pam is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Oh! another surprise!

I feel so blessed. Another great friend of mine just surprised me with a boxful of chocs and sweets....all of my favourite stuff!




This sweet girl read my blog lately and wanted to cheer me up. She even wrote little notes and pasted them behind each item...........awwwww where to find friends like this you tell me!

Thank you Zhimian!!!




Now my office area looks much livelier!

Surprise Surprise...

Thanks Yang Bo, for the nice surprise...although it came a little too early =p

The pretty card and keychain bring some colours to my boring work desk.....

Count on me Singapore.....

It was a boring NDP 2008 I must say........other than the oversized red plastic raincover which everyone scrambled to put on before the drizzle hit us- a funny sight to behold, the parade was at best plain and unappealing (at least to me).

Not sure about Eric though...he was too engrossed with his goodie bag. Frantically searching for his "inflatable hand" and swirling fan. At one point, he even said to me "Where is my fan? Why I don't have fan?! I want to go and change my goodie bag!"

"You go and change lor, I wait here for you..." I couldn't believe my dear was so upset over his missing fan.....so cute..

Lucky he didn't made his way down to change, because we later found out that the fan was actually placed under our seats! wahahahahahaa............

(Dear I know you were joking with me la, I know you are not that crazy, go all the way down to change your goodie bag just because of a fan! But I gotta blog this because you looked real funny then.....keke...)

Here are some photos that we took, out of boredom.....

The Green Sector~

Oversized, so unglam

Bored...

oops...

oops....according to my Dear, I've been rather cranky recently. Keep having mood swings that are even more fickle than the Singapore weather, and saying weird stuff that puzzles him to no end.

The stresses of Life has gotten to me. Sorry bout that. Appreciate your patience in me.

I'm still trying to become a Black-belt Communicator, realise my honours degree in Communications doesn't help at all when it comes to real life situations.