What's your definition of happiness?

Many people find happiness in friends, in the work they do, in their family, in their extravagant lifestyle, in toto and 4D, in scoring As for exams, in getting the latest handphones, in chasing after brands, in supporting their idols...the list goes on...

Then what's your definition of happiness?

Been in kinda deep thoughts lately, again missing the days when my grandma was around, being forced to stay up with me as I mug for the exams, oh ya and forced to caress me to sleep....keke...evil...

And was thinking of my definition of happiness. Realised I had it, yes I am truly happy! It's been quite awhile since I felt truly happy, and be glad for me now because I have found happiness- something everyone seeks after but few have grasped. I also realised that I can lose my grasp on it.

So difficult to find, yet too easy to lose. That's happiness.

What's my source of happiness you ask? Well, it's simply realising I have so many people who loves me and so many people I could show love for. My family, my friends (you know who you are....my true friends, those who will miss me and stick on my side no matter what...) and most of all, my dearest boyfriend.

My dearest boyfriend....it's happiness for me when I see you fall deeper and deeper in love with me. You might not say it, but your actions show. Yes, I see it love, and I'm blushing with happiness. Thank you for loving me the way you do. We might not be in the ideal world right now, but things could only get better. ;)

So difficult to find, yet too easy to lose. That's happiness.

I'm so afraid of losing my grasp on it one day. It is simply too easy. One consolation though, I'm in control. I can choose to lose it, or I can do my best everyday to hold on to it.

But for now, I'm glad to be holding on to it. You should too, if you have found happiness that is.